what crazy thoughts do inhibit my mind as i sit here alone with the greys of the sky.
i should be in dreamland, at peace with the world, but still i'm just waiting for new dawn to rise.
my eyes will not shut, i'm crazy with nothing, my feelings are numb and i don't know why.
i feel all alone adrift on the breeze and all round me's moving too fast to be seen.
i sit here and listen and watch and wait and i don't know why i feel so much hate.
i'm nullified to everything, and i don't know why, but there's a strange compulsion to never sleep.
so i'm sitting and typing and waiting and watching and feeling...empty.
empty and dazed and alone.
and i don't know why, because i can't remember anything causing this.

- a strange thing i suddenly just combusted with when i thought i was just going to write little silly comments and what is everyone doing and what i have been doing...interesting.